Since the good old days it has been said and heard, companionship of a lifelong term is made in heaven. I guess today it is being searched almost at a tender age in a most impulsive way. The companionship that one must seek doesn't come to people who search but to those wait. There are one in a million possible choices but Destiny always had one chance for the situation to be randomly chosen over the rest and play out its role. One may find it interesting as how the partners for life, chosen and living with, don't stay forever. Is that how our destiny wants it to be like. The answer is pretty convincing to you reader, No!
Destiny always had plans for you in a best way, all it asks you to do is be patient and wait for your cards to play out.
Most often people consider cupid as the God of Love. A messenger of peace, an angel who marks the heart of those two whose bond is written in heaven by our Holy Father and like any Father , even He couldn't see His children in demise.
I remember a story I told to a cute little girl when we spoke for the first time. It's that a cupid is not what we think it is. A Cupid, in old roman times, an anti-christ soldier who was assigned the task to prevent any eloping couple in the Kingdom to make love. It would poison its arrows with the most venomous thing known at that time and shoot the love birds right in their breasts piercing through their heart. It was done to put a strict repression on the men and women who didn't elope under the consent of their King. Because The King then, name that I don't know, like to have a record of all the married couples who wished to start a family and had to put a notice on their front door, "Forcination Under The Consent Of King." Yes, you are right, FUCK.
But this is not the subject of my blog. This blog deals with those beautiful moments, dreams knitted in silk with a determination of living our lives together as destiny chose us. I remember how I use to make stories out of thin air and weave them in a rhythm just to tell her how special she is for me. At times, even I got surprised how well mannered and well equipped I became when she would be around. My dreams took another leap and had that benefit of doubt that our being alike would come to our advantage. That kept me addicted to her for most of my time I've spent hand in hand with her.
She was forever mine, she was supposed to be mine and that she confessed it to me herself. That couldn't be a bad dream, or fake. I thought there must be something I can do to save 'us.'
But it was all for nothing, she played out her role in my life giving an endless hope that if Fate really brought us this close, we might get another chance to be together at some point in our life. But for that we had to wait. Destiny never likes greed. He will play his cards out soon. But for now, I am sitting on my front porch watching the Sun dive over the horizon, thinking how each day He comes over meet her, cheers her up but they get their moment of togetherness and how always had to be that distant from each other. I was wondering how it would have been if they both met and never had to leave each other.
Then I realized even that is destined but for now they too had to wait
And so I'll wait. Wait till the cards play out and there'd be the time when getting together would be the best thing we could've ever imagined.
