I've been looking out for love in every thing I had. I have found that the love I was searching for years have now been showered on me by many. The problem with this love is not that I hate it but I have been diverted from my aim, my commitment. I've a commitment of three and a half years but when my life was all narrowed down by the feelings of saturation and disgust, a new hope has cherished my heart. There was this beautiful woman I once wanted to be with as always, proposed me to be with her and I couldn't help it but to say yes.
Was it a good thing to do? I didn't like it in the beginning but now after having inspected all the pros and cons with my present relationship I've found that it would be the right thing to do. For now I don't have to limit myself into this relationship just because I have nobody else. I can move on well now.
But its still not the right thing to do. All I can do is stick to my commitment and say to myself, " All that glitters is not gold." Since I've lived three long years of my relationship with this woman. The level of understand the bonding we share now would be harder to develop in this new found love. Will it be worth to leave a complete "ME" and start from the complete scratch to reconstruct the New "ME"?
The answer in my mind is still not clear, clouded by the mist of fears and I'm blinded by the beauty of a woman I now want.
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